*hugs* oh tao *hugs*

you're losing now but there is always a way to turn it around, you DO have so much going for you even though you can't see it, not everyone can say they have full physical mobility... not everyone can say they're at school... I KNOW you're having a horribe time of it but you're ABLE to be there, you probably DO need NEED to take a break, but the point is they haven't kicked you out, you're not completely down, trust that you can get back up.
I know these seem like small things, but you could even drop school and get a job maybe... you have the physical ability to do so much, your mind is dropping in on you HORRIBLE, but if you fight it you can break free