I know exactly what you mean, Ryan. When I am in this place -- and I am -- and I see a message such as Parker's, I know that everything Parker write is true, but it's like there is some little button in my emotions that is on "off" and I can't relate to the truth of the message.

I hope that once you get started, the forward momentum will carry you through. And maybe you'll even have some fun!

(((((((((((((((((((((((Ryan))))))))))))))))))))))