I was so proud of myself. Igot up at 9AM, even though I didn't feel like it. I swept up, washed up, did Jazz's litterbox, sorted the recycling, emptied the bin, put in a new binliner, did my half of the washing up (I would have done it all but there was LOADS and I needed to do my work), showered, did 3 washloads, did an essay and even started tidying my room.

My mum stayed at her boyfriends last night, and before she left she asked me to put the lamb in at 12 today, so that's what I did.

Anyway today she comes back, asks why I'd put the meat in and why Hadn't I checked with her, yells about the tiny bit of washing my brother hadn't done (He appears to have selective sight) and made me come up here to cry.

I know she hates coming home ready to do things and has to hold them off to do other things we were supposed to do, but still. She's apologised now, but it's still totally ruined my mood, the one which I'd worked so hard today to get.

I still have tonnes of homework, but now I just really don't feel like it.

Why can people ruin things? It's even worse when it's unintentional because I just feel I'm being over-sensitive.

Edit:

And I'm guilty of it too. I turned an amazing guy down because I jsut can;t really give anyone romantic interest and he's realyl sad. He's so sweet amd amazing and I wish I could like him. Or anyone.