Yeah melpomene and just when u think to yourself that you're going to be happy for a while thats when u just go downhill! Ahh i hate it! And yes thats exactly what my friends do too if they ask me if im ok. I dont like telling my friends and boyfriend how im feeling, i tell my bf a little bit but not all of it. I cant even tell the doctor everything too.for some reason i feel more comfortable talking to strangers on the internet. I guess its because u cant see the people judging you when you open up....