That's why most people prefer the net.

Most my friends know of my depression. It's jsut that if they know how often I was depressed we'd never have a real conversation! Most of them tiptoe around you for a few hours once they know. There was only Rosie who didn't and she's moved away. And Kate, but I never see her anymore T_T.

Anyway, my point being, I agree.

Definately! I can be so happy, and in the middle of one of those happy periods, I realise I'm in one. Then I slowly start to be less happy.

and if I try to make myself happy, it doesn't work. The best I can do is make myself not sad, and that's basically by thinking about tasks and not in reference to myself. And for now, that's enough. It's better than nothing.