okay, so here it goes. i have never asked for advice for vented like this online, bet here it goes.... before i kill myself or him.
I have been with this guy for about nine months.. a large amount of our relationship was long distance. And when i first got with him he was coming off of a relationship that went sour with his ex who he lived with when i met him...(and she still calls him which also annoys me) but, i have recently moved out of state with him.... i am far from home. i dont have any support network out here. He moved out here before i did and met some girl that lives in the apt complex.... he said he wants to talk to her and hang out with her, but does not want me to be around for that.... i think that is weird and it makes me paranoid. Also, he turns off his phone, hides it at night time, takes it in the bathroom to bathe, and he wont answer it around me.... now i think all that is very weird. And i am a person who is paranoid enough about everything, every relationship i have been in the guy cheats on me. . . it sucks i can not stop the paranoia, and the stuff he does does not help either.
Oh yeah, he is WAY less intrested sexually than he was before.... i am lucky to get a kiss from him...just a peck. It seems like since we have been living together i have become more like his mother that stayed his girlfriend. It is very discouraging. he gets up in the morning, showers, gets online, goes to work, comes home for lunch, gets online, goes back to work, comes home, gets online, then goes to bed. it really makes me depressed. I want attention, and when i try to get it he tells me to stop and leave him alone.
I just dont know what the hell to do,m i feel trapped. It is hard to talk to him cause he gets mad and tries to put the blame of everything on me and makes me feel stupid for even bringing any topic up to discuss .
ugh, i dont know what else to say. most likely i will type more later.