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Originally Posted by SeptemberMorn
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Tell it all, Sweetheart! Get it all out with someone you can trust to not hurt you! I think you told me you have a therapist. Is that right? Tell your therapist everything that you are remembering. They can help you deal with it.
This means that you are beginning to heal. You have some pretty rough things to go through, but you are beginning to heal!
You are in my heart and in my prayers, Sweety. I'm not giving up on you and God sure isn't, either! 
Love you SO MUCH!  |
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Yeah l do have a therapist and she is very good too she has been encouraging all to come forward and speak their pain and slowly slowly they are. This was of course except for Sarah she would not talk and when she did the words the theraoist would not repeat and talk about what was going on...........we knew that someone was fighting so ard against us and scaring the others with very hurtful and insulting things.. hearing cruel cruel words being screamed in my head on bad days has become a daily thing......constant hurting and destroying things that we had already thought we were beginning to heal. The protector would protect no more why she would not contiinue the fight so things have just escalted.......................to read the post hurts..............l have wrongly judged did not understand .............this post has both been a step forward but also for me personally a massive step back.............l thought l knew them all...........l thought that they were all out and safe to talk.........l was wrong so wrong
how many more like Sarah are there waiting staying silent hurting and scared with no one to hear them...... the flashbacks are back in force and l hate them it these that completely destroy me inside and out............is this the only way for me to see
why do l have to keep looking at these scenes.......l know they are flashbacks but when l am with others, out or driving it really doesnt help to know in my head that they are flashbacks.............. what next when will the hurt be gone.......................my heart once again has this bad bad sinking feeling..........locked inside with only this tormented mind.
L pray that He does not give up on me..............for once more my insides shake in fear and my head and heart are screaming
Mandy/Sassy
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