My ex is picking up my son shorty and I'm not too happy about that. I'd rather just keep him until my son can get better.

I had in an depth conversation with my sister like I said and now I kinda feel like maybe I shouldn't have.

I hate feeling like the freak here. Online at this site I feel like i "fit in", but here I feel like a freak...odd ..not normal (whatever normal is).

It's depressing. *shrugs* I have to go to a friends home today where she's having all these ppl...most I don't know. I didn't want to say no so I'll go and I'll try not to think about this cuz it'll only make it worse and I'll only act harder, but it's hard and who knows what I'll do.

lol we'll see later.

Thanks pat for listening I appreciate it (((pat)))

I hope you are well .. pm me please and can you let me know how things are going for you...I'd like to know if you can get a chance. ..ty

Take care
Eva