Yeah, and tahts what scares me. In a Mysapce blog I put in there basically i did everything i could for her and that she needs to fix herself yadda yadda yadda and that i finally need to look after myself and put myself first. She responded to she :: cough cough:: finally ::cough cough:: needs to put herself first too.....

GRRR she has been putting herself first since January of last year! GRRR women!

BTW the girl ive been talking to online.....we came to realize that we need to be there as friends to each other before anything else. I even encouraged the girl im talking to, to go out and date other guys....for one...im still technically married.....two....im not over Ashleigh (wife)...and i dont know when/if i will be