i dont mean that the "newness" will continue or that youll be in the honeymoon stage forever. more like....whatever problems arise during the first couple weeks are going to be the problems that continue to arise. i understand that people change and sometimes they grow apart from each other but now that i think about it, the continuing problems between my exes and I had all come about within the first couple weeks. Thats more what im talking about with that.

I definately feel like now Im more skeptical than ever so thats why those feelings are scaring the crap out of me. I mostly just wanted to vent how happy this guy makes me and how much we have in common. I know that true love will take a long time but its just an expression y'know?