I've never cut before, I've only scratched and dug at my skin without realizing it, but its gotten to the point where that i've become so numb that i just want something to feel.....i know its not right but i just feel like everythings falling apart and i just want to feel anything....

can anyone give me advice as to with hold from doing this i would appreciate it i dont want to do it it scares me to be honest but its so hard to resist....