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you are such a sweetie!! please don't be so hard on yourself! you are such a compassionate person on this forum. i agree with everything simcha said. just because others are suffering doesn't mean you aren't as well. sometimes the more subtle problems are worse because of their subtlety i.e. bruises are obvious but interior pain isn't. both are very painful. please take care p7!