I went to the hospital on Sunday to find out what it was.. the pain was too unbearable to just let it go. Found out it's a Urinary Tract Infection. Happy days so have antibiotics for it and need to keep taking painkillers.. The test showed I'd not been eating or drinking enough I realised then that I'd only had 2 drinks in the day :/ so that wasn't so good.. The infection's quite advanced now, too so if the antibiotics don't work, the dose will be upped and if that still does nothing, it could mean hospitalisation.. So now.. My ED's gettign worse, because I can't eat anything and I have to stay in bed all day

Strict orders were given by the nurses, not to go into college today, even if I have lots of work to do (it's my day off), and to stay in bed.. But I have to get this work done.. My friend Tom, is picking me up and taking me because he's going in anyway, he's taking me to make sure I don't faint or wear myself out by walking there and to make sure that there's someone there whilst I'm working, in case I do faint. Let's just hope that I don't

I feel so, so sick.. So weak.. i can't eat, I can't sleep and I can barely move. *sob* I was crying so much last night, i just felt so down, so crappy and I SI'd.. I got my arm bandaged from my hand to my elbow it's annoying! It makes it even harder to get the work done

I just hope tonight's not so bad.. I feel so horrible and crappy today..