I couldn't sleep it off, it was too bad to be able to get any sleep.. i went to the hospital yesterday and they said I have a Urinary Tract Infection.. The test showed I'd not had enough to eat or drink.. :/ damn it.

So now, I can't eat a thing because I'm so sick and just lkeep throwing everything up, I'm on antibiotics for it and have to go to the drs on Weds to have another test done to see if it's getting better, if not, the dose will be upped and if that does nothing, it could mean hospitalisation

I SI'd last night, too.. They only saw the ones on my arm, but not my leg :/ I wrote in my arm, which I now know was a big mistake because now everyone knows how I felt at that time So, I'm horribly sick, weak, tired and just can't do anything..

The nurse gave strict orders not to go to college no matter how much work I have to do (it's my day off, I was planning on coming into college), and to stay in bed all day and rest up, sleep, catch up on all the sleep I've lost because of this damned infection. But no, I'm defiant yet again...

I have way too much college work to do.. All due by tomorrow!! EEEEKKK!! So, Tom, my friend, who can drive, is picking me up and taking me to college because he's going in anyway, to make sure I don't faint on the way there and to save my energy and be there in case I do faint, to get some help for me.. So, crap loads of work to do, crap loads of stress and barely any time to do it all :/

So.. I'm going to come home after I've done what I think is a sufficient amount of work (which anyone else would say "That's too much to be doing in your state!") and I'm going to call the dr to see if I can get any help with the fainting..