I stopped going to the chat room much because as I made aquaintances and got close to people, it was too hard for me to deal when they were struggling to the point of ... not being okay. Too hard when you live too far away and can't help very well.

For me, I had to pull away. I know that It's me though, not other people. I am sorry that I am not strong enough to deal. I don't know why other people have backed off.