Sometimes we get caught up in the label of what our mental illness is. Mental illness is hard and very hard and if a T doesn't 'see' more than anxiety and depression, that T is only human, not a God who has the final answer about your mental illness. It sounds like as far as what you are doing with your life, you do and do, you try and try, the best you can. Is the withdrawl working? That only your Pdoc knows but you sound pretty down, and if the question is can you post here, we welcome you, sounds like you are questioning things. I care about you, you can PM me anytime...awwwww.....