Hi! I'm sorry the winter makes you feel so down. I can be really affected by the weather too. I'm Canadian, so our winters are pretty horrible, and I'm currently going to school in Scotland, where it basically rains non-stop. Recently I got a special light that mimics natural light, and I sit in front of it for about an hour every day -- I was skeptical at first but it really, really helps. It's very soothing to have that light on and its definitely having a positive impact on my depression. Maybe you could give it a try?

Feel better!