Earthmama,

I just read this thread, but wanted to applaud you for being able to get your momentum going at a time when you were feeling so overwhelmed. It shows that you're gaining strength, learning to sit with awful feelings, while still finding a way to get on with life. I know exactly what you mean about feeling like you need to process something with t at the time it arises. I've felt that insistent urgency and feeling that it's simply too big to be alone with it. It's hard to endure. I hope your session with t goes well today.