imp, i just wanted to say that what you shared about the board or apa being contacted about your old t having an affair with you as a patient probably has a lot to do with why she terminated you so abruptly. she was probably quite afraid of losing her license to practice therapy. that would be a huge reason for her to terminate.

in all fairness to your ex, if your t had been having an affair with you then your ex did do the right thing by having it reported. it may not have been so much a desire to mess with your life as concern for you, and of course her relationship with you.

take care of yourself.