hi prue  i think most of us felt like that at leat for a while especially when we first started with a T or pdoc. i feel for me it was just getting comfortable with someone we may choose to tell what hurts us or makes us sad. it's like we are fragile and feel vulnerable. that's ok cause in time trust is built and the fears subside.
i am soooo happy you have done this good thing for yourself. i am soooo proud of you too.  it is a new beginning for you. you are like the butterfly in a coccoon...and slowly you'll unwrap yourself and learn to fly!!! ...and you will be so beautiful and free of pain.
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