Was taking xanax as needed---maybe half of a .25mg pill 1-2x day but not every day. only when really anxious. very occasionally the whole .25 mg. while my T was ill, Pdoc put me on 1 whole pill 4x day. that was for near 2 weeks. now when i try not to take it, i get a headache, anxiety and panicky. so I take it. then it all calms down again. i tried taking half instead of one whole, but it doesn't seem to help for long. the anxiety and panicky feelings come back. i wake up with a headache every morning. sometimes even on a whole pill i feel kinda shaky and anxious.
see Pdoc next week. supposed to stay on the dosage she said till then.
husband even wants me taking the pills b'cuz i'm an anxious mess if I don't.
I almost forget how I was before. Don't like being dependent on some stupid little pill when before I hardly even needed it. Now I seem to need it all the time.
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