((((((((((((((((kiya)))))))))))))))))))))

Reach out as much as you need to - here and in real life. This time WILL pass, but while you are in it, allow yourself to be supported. Drifting alone through the crashing waves is too scary. Let people who love you help you....

I know it is scary to have needs, and to ask for those needs to be met...but it's scarier not to sometimes.

Take my hand....did you let go?? And call someone if you can - a friend, T, whoever. Don't let yourself get too lost in the darkness.