(((((((((((((((((((((peaches)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Wow, you described so eloquently what it feels like to have T gone. I have been there, felt that, and it hurts....reopening all of those childhood wounds that I didn't even know were THERE.

I think my T would say shutting down a little is okay, if it helps you get through. I have had to shut down when T has been gone...but the connection always comes back, some times faster than others. IT ALWAYS COMES BACK. So, do what you need to survive and not be in too much pain, and know that she will be back, and it will be safe again to be vulnerable.

And, of course, come talk to us. We are ALWAYS here.

Hang in there, okay??