my own avatar is of the Green Tara, the female embodiment of the Buddha of compassion... not to represent me, but it is the symbol i have for my T. The gender is not important, the meaning is. i gave him prayer flags with that image in the center. When i explained he said he was deeply touched... and i know he meant it bc it was written all over him.

Green Tara is the image i used in the first collage... along with my blue lotus, my orange gerberia and some writings...

ice ice baby... i miss seeing you. i'll be honest.. i've got some reason to believe that among the good people here there are some real bad ones. It's like that in life but in real life people cannot pretend they are someone else entirely without a whole makeup team. When i am not feeling safe i can't risk triggering feeling uncertain or hurt.

but your penguin makes me laugh.. everytime

i need images because in the worst times i can't make my thoughts into words... i start thinking almost purely visually... which makes it pretty impossible to use T's voicemail.