{{{LOL He doesn't have THAT much money, but he helps me with half the expenses and it sure helps! If I kick his *** out, I'll have to give up my cable TV, cable modem, cell phone just for starters. He'll probably never finish fixing up this place and he's torn the hell out of it!! Like... uh... I'm missing a wall and a half in the front room because he wanted to see how much of the structural supports were water damaged? All I have for a floor in the front room is an old press board floor! That's as far as it's gotten in the last oh... um... three months?}}}

okay, let's run down what you can't live without. i do not have: cable television, cable modem nor do i have a cell phone. i work three shifts a week at the dialysis clinic...go in at 5, get off at 5.....i have enough money for petfood and shelter and gas for the truck.....i'm reasonably happy........

you've got to be getting something out of this that you aren't willing to disclose. you aren't living a "good life"....you're existing with someone who doesn't respect you. i guess the point right now is, do you respect you? '

have you ever had anger management counseling? i'd consider that..pat