View Single Post
 
Old Feb 10, 2009, 04:50 AM
SongBirdandDaisy's Avatar
SongBirdandDaisy SongBirdandDaisy is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Jan 2006
Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 1,810
Quote:
Originally Posted by white_iris View Post
i hold th sorrow and sads and the feelings like that for the constellation. i know how deep and dark saddness can be. inside we have a garden. i used to go to my hole deep inside when i felt really sad. but now i have a garden to go to. it is a place i can bring my sad to and then prism comes and sits with me. do you have someone inside that can sit with you when you feel this really bad sad?? it hurts alot. i know that.
naomi
naomi
Daisy has a garden. She likes to stay safe there and she likes to play in the garden. When I feel this shrouded darkness, I can't access good stuff. Is this something I can learn? I have a community room that The Light stays in. It used to hide behind a guarded door. Now it sits in the Community Room. I forgot about that. Sometimes it's really hard to get in. My T made me a hypnotic audio to get there. I forgot about that. Stupid DID/Depression It makes my mind mushy

Thank you for virtually sitting with me and the hugs.
__________________
"It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.