No, I can't get rid of the blades.. Because I live alone and I need them in order to be able to cook anything at all :S I can get rid of most of them though.. The ones that cause the most damage, anyway.. Or I can try.

I'm seeing my dr tomorrow to get this all sorted out because i can't eat a thing and it's making my ED worse and such and I'm just like and I need to get all this fainting and sickness sorted out..

Connor's worried (Again) that I might be pregnant, so I have to go do a test and such I really don't want to but I guess if it's going to put his mind at rest, it's best really.

I dissociated again last night, Charlene was talking to me and I just blanked out completely and had to ask her to start again :/ so I think she was a bit annoyed about that, but she wouldn't understand dissociation if I took hours out of my day to explain it to her..

I managed not to SI last night, but that's because I was with people.. I'm just worried about the weekend..