(((((((( madisgram ))))))))

You have every right to feel angry but can you view this as, 'Was this how David normally behaves?'

My opinion, if David is normally abusive then as an adult you do not have to put up with it. Your choice. Would be best to live apart for sure.

If this was the illness speaking and this doesn't happen often and you are willing to forgive him then it needs to be discussed. Obviously you will need to wait until he is well enough. Sit down together and tell him calmly how he hurt your feelings. Find out from him if that is really how he feels about you.

Breathe, you have just been through the most horrendous stressful time.