dogtanian--

The wheels are in motion to see her in a less romantic way, through therapy, which I recently started for this issue in my life. It will be hard since she is so close to being what my ideal is and with the American society becoming more promiscuous it is harder to find females that are as beautiful as Erin and hold the same values that I do.

As for appreciating the friendship instead of wanting just romance. I will get there, but first I need view her as a friend as someone that is my ideal and someone that I really want to be in my life forever.