jmo531-

Thank you so much for your story! That really helped, but has hurt. It helped because it showed me that you can live a life with those people who you just do not want to forget, however, it hurt because you said you still have a special connection with T and I do not want that. I am scared if I don't dissolve my feelings for Erin then I may become disloyal to my future wife or girlfriend because I have never seen, heard, or found anyone closer to perfection than Erin. So I really like your story, but exactly what I am scared of is in that story. The fact that you never really resolved your feelings for T. I want to resolve my feelings however I can and I hope that they counseling that I entered into this past week will fulfill this goal.