Dear Daisy,
I can totally relate to what you said about your husband. I have had several discussions with mine in the last few days about a downturn in my condition, and it is hard for him. He's lived through it with me for many years. Even so, I have to remind myself that I can't exactly control the way my biochemistry works, the meds do that. So it's kind of like confessing that I have a migraine or something of that sort-- and it may help your husband to remember how hard you are working to find stability and wellness, and that through no fault of your own, that just hasn't quite happened yet.

Yes, these feelings can end. I have had so many good years where I've been symptom free. That isn't the case right now, but I have had a lot of stability. Finding the right med mix can be difficult, and it can take some trial and error to get it right. Consider yourself hugged and supported as you go through this tough time, and remember you're not alone.

Warm Regards,
Kittykins9