I should be going tomorrow. I need to have more tests done.. Connor wants me to have a pregnancy test done, he thinks I could be pregnant (nice compliment!) lol. It could be so because of all the pains and such, but I don't know.. I admit I missed a couple of pills and had to take them the following day :/ for Connor's sake, i hope it comes out negative.. For mine.. Well.

I think I'll leave that hanging because I have so many mixed emotions about it.
I just had my performance lesson and as my tutor was giving feedback, I rocked back and forth once, nearly fainting, but grabbed the mic stand before i could go anywhere.

I just hope the dr can do something for me