I have to tell you what you write/talk about is not wierd. Can I explain it to you? No but I can tell you, you are not alone. I've been dx'd with DID and have quit seeing my T cuz I do not trust him even though I know I should I just can't. Internal Hallucinations well, in T when I was going I found out those hallucinations were real and not hallucinations but flashbacks. Don't know if that helps any .
Are you seeing a T?
mlyn