Sj0401 My name is Kendra and I also have BPD! I am also taking part on the BPDRecovery site! I was diagnosed with BPD in early December of 04 but have been showing signs of it for years! I understand what you are going through and if you would ever like to chat please don't hesitate to pm me!
It will get better! Just take it one step at a time! You have support here and maybe you could check out BPDRecovery! They are very supportive there as well!

~ Kendra ~