We all have them, it's probably been discussed before but issues like trust are not static, are they?
no they change as we change, but somtimes the old monsters raise their heads and interfere with the healing by giving us doubts and feeding our fears

Muffy's thread on silence prompted me to do some soul searching.
Sometimes that's good, sometimes not so good. Not so good when I'll go round and round about something.
Aka analysis paralysis.
yep somtimes leads to a breakthrough and somtimes to frustration and anger - that what I call "mouse in a wheel" - you go round and round and cant get off - thats where somtimes its good to talk here - to stop the spiralling out of control
This is a public forum and we can remain anonymous. Yet there are times when I build very high walls...
There doesn't have to be any particular thing that happens, but I'll go into my quiet mode and become watchful.

Its anonymous yep - but you still put yourself out there - people can see you - thats ... ooh i hate this word - scary - its taking a risk - each time you post -JMO - you are letting the world in - sharing things - reaching out to help others and reaching out for help - hard and scary

My belief is that I will have times like this. No path of healing is free of detours or speed bumps that can knock me down.
It's the getting up and back on the path that is the most important thing.

and you do Capp, you are very good at getting back up - but let us know if ever we (I) can help you get back up - sometimes a little help can go a long way -
It can also be an incredibly hard thing to do...

Cap