(((cap)))))) I answered you on my thread too.
Let me tell you a secret ...well everyone LOL
when i first came to Pc I was so afraid to post. I think i said I was sorry after every post. At times i still do that.
Trust is a very hard thing . When lost as a child it takes years sometimes to get it back.
you said (((but I'll go into my quiet mode and become watchful)))) i have done that myself many times.
Its a form of self protection i think. At least for me it was. I still will go silent. Once in awhile.
I use to a very long time ago . Here at pc when games was in socail . Post to myself. In a song thread. I think ppl here knew I had to get it out.
I hope this helped in some way
muffy