can you ring the centre you are going to ? you dont have to say who you are - you can be anonymous and just find out what you need - hope you are feeling a little calmer now - is there soomeon who can call from you if you are too worried to?
please take care P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet