I suppose for me - I learned at an early age that you couldnt trust anyone and so became self sufficient - letting someone in and learning to trust anyone was the hardest thing - and still is - Im always waiting for them to walk away in disgust or run LOL
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet