Thank you everyone for you info and advice! It means alot to have people to talk to. I guess my problem is that I hate the fact that he even looks at these girls. On 2 nights a week I work till 10pm and he gets home @ 6pm so I know he is online "doing what it is that he does" so when I get home and he tries to be affectionate I can't even think about it cause all I have in my head is that he just got off looking at these girls. He does love me very much I know that, I just can't take it anymore my nerves are shot! I can't confront him on it I just would'nt know what to say.
I have also found out that he is in chat rooms which is even worse cause those are real live girls he is talking to not just some pictures. I just don't know what to do anymore. When I first found out about all this I was phisically sick for a couple of months, I lost about 7lbs. I think I have just become numb to the whole thing but I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life