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Old Feb 10, 2009, 09:16 PM
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Originally Posted by ccavic24 View Post
Thats wonderful and me too Im tired of living a secret lying life on top of all my distress depressed anxiety life, that i know i can make better the way it use to be id say in the last 3 yrs i started to use cocaine substance just on tongue to snoting now everyday to everyother day and no one knows, im tired of lying i walked away for weeks months at a time then go back it only gives more more anxiety and I dont even know why i did it ... It seems like the F IT syndrome came on sometimes, i dont get it.

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First off thank you for posting. I am proud of you. Second off, hugs! I don't know what it is like to be addicted, but I'm learning. I say that because coming off of Paxil feels like its something I'm addicted to. I have withdrawal symptoms, I get sick. And from reading coming off Paxil is like coming of Heroin! Lucky me.

So I just want to say that you are doing the right thing and I might not completely get it, but I do to a mili of what you are going through. I hope that made sense.