I have been working hard at this detoxing, getting clean, whatever you want to call it, thing for a while now.Must be a month. This last weekend was a bad weekend but Im getting over it physically now. but , in my head, I just starting to feel pretty down about it all. This isolation makes things really hard. I dont see any light at the end of this long tunnel.Hubby is great but he is in the same boat as me. My arthritus has worsoned to the point I can hardly walk. My only escape is drugs and they just make me sick. I'm dammed if I do and dammed if I don't. Sigh... Sorry to be so depressing. I just dont know where to turn when there is no where to turn.