((Jen))

I hope you were able to tell your father you want to wait...it's not a rude thing to do. It's a way that you are taking care of yourself...
Taking care of yourself is your first priority.

P7 is right about you said No/asked him to stop. It's a reflection on him and not on you. Please try and let go of the guilt, guilt is a wasted emotion.

Peace to you, Jen

Cap