(((((((((4everlonely))))))))))

I know you do not know me and maybe you do not trust anyone--but believe me I understand. I too had no-one. I was alone, did not believe that anyone cared or would or could ever care. Trust is still an issue although I am learning. And there are good people in the world which I learned too.

I have no family or none that cares about me, unless I am doing things their way. I was being hurt and living scared every day--running inside scared to death. Barely had a voice or would look at anyone. Was afraid that everyone would hurt me if I did not apologize for everything which I still am working on today.

I felt I was worthless and nothing--and just needed to stop breathing for everyone's sake. But, I somehow reached out and took hold, and I began to seek the help I needed. It was not easy and I wanted so many times to give up. Many tears fell and many times I had to trust when trust was not there.

But, I reached out my hand to someone who was willing to walk with me and stand by me. And I was terrified that that hand would not be there many times but it was always there--and now I want to extend my hand to you-----------------------------------------------------to hold on to as you are walking this lonely path so that you know you are not alone. I want to be there for you and to give you hope and even hold that hope for you until you are strong enough to hold it yourself.

I know you do not know me but if you will just give me a chance--I will walk with you until you see the light. Sometimes the light is hard to see as it is very foggy but with others we can find it together.

dps