PLEASE LET THE DOC. HELP. DO IT FOR CONNOR IF YOU CAN'T DO IT FOR YOU JUST YET.

THERE IS A WAY OUT IF YOU JUST KEEP GOING AND LET SOME GOOD THINGS COME INTO YOUR LIFE.

WHILE YOU ARE ALONE CAN YOU FREEZE THE BLADES IN ICEWATER IN THE FREEZER SO YOU CAN THINK AND TRY TO DO SOMETHING ELSE BEFORE YOU HURT YOURSELF. YOU DO NOT DESERVE THIS. YOU NEVER DID DESERVE THIS. PROGRAMS IN YOUR HEAD LIE TO YOU THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE GOOD. YOU NEVER DID DESERVE THIS CRUELTY EVER EVER EVER EVER!!!

DO TAKE CARE. HUGS IF YOU CAN RECEIVE THEM,

LESLIE