good luck to you  and remember if it all gets too much ,the point is you made the attempt, overcame your fears and started to go out. even baby steps are ok. each time you de-senstize yourself it gets easier. i know cause that's what i do. 
let us know about your trip when u return, k? we care about YOU! 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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