Leslie and Pixies,

I will try. It's hard to accept what's happening.
I'm still not sure I have DID - but I'm definitely dissociating and there are definitely different parts of me that talk, feel, think, and I also have to realize that they have needs. That for whatever reason, this body is not mine alone anymore... I feel ... weird saying that, and feeling that. I feel like my body should be my own and that in a weird way it's being violated, my rights are being violated.

I guess I'm playing pingpong too

I'm really glad you've become able to accept, able to talk about, and able to heal

I'll try to follow in your footsteps, whatever is happening to me

I'm curious, what do you do to help that the others don't interfere with important events? Like driving a car... or talking to someone important, I'm so afraid something will happen then, especially when i hear the little one talking while I'm driving.

hugs to everyone!
~turquoisesea