((((Echoes))))

Oh boy, you know I HAVE been where you are right now. I left T (four or five?) messages in a rage after a session once about a year ago and believe it or not I can't even remember now what it was about. He called it a "transferential rage." I was so humiliated.

Can you maybe call her and simply say you are feeling rather sheepish and look forward to seeing her and processing the anger tomorrow? It might make walking through the door a teeny bit easier.

I am sure she doesn't hate you. T's are like "good" parents--and good parents don't hate their children when they have temper tantrums. They do help them understand them though.

Stay the course--therapy, full speed ahead!