((((SM)))) i didn't think it was babble at all. i am so glad you are discussing this with your T. it will help you discover ways of building and keeping a relationship be it with friends, family if u choose, or a bf. wow! this is progress with a captial "P"!!!!
silver, you hang in there....you are doing the good work that will bring you contentment in your life. i'm so glad you posted this!! this is good news. but don't forget we are always here for you and know that i care about you. you matter.