so sorry things aren't going too well today, but I'm also proud of you for having gotten out! The pictures of your trail are beautiful, I'm so happy you have such a gorgeous place to go out and think.
Take it one day at a time. Keep in mind that no matter how awful you feel right now, it won't last forever. Proof of that is in the day you had on your trail, and the pictures you took. Maybe look through some of them and remind yourself that it's possible to feel better than you do right now.
Sending lots of good vibes your way.