Thanks guys! It's nice to know that you all care.

Things have been looking up a bit...yes, I had a HUGE chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream cone...
I've been going on long runs/walks and that's been good, the feelings are better but now I'm havinig mood swings. I'll be happy and then I'll get irratated for no real reason at someone so struggling there...and yes I'm a huge fan of Evanescence my favorite is My Immortal